I'll get there, soon.

It's more than 3 weeks now and because of too much drama and pain I guess I just never had the courage to let it all out. Honestly, I'm still not okay. I just have to endure whatever this is that I'm feeling now. I'm happy that I can eat now, I can sleep without nightmares (except for the constant dreams about him) which, kinda suck. :| And yes, I'm flooded with school stuff, papers and dilemmas in practicum, I'm thankful for that! That's exactly what I need so I won't dwell on the things that hurt me...