The year that was...

Dear Lord, Thank you for 2011. It may not be the best year that I had but it sure is one of the most memorable and heart breaking year for me. I learned a lot. Especially about life and money and of course about boys. Thank you for my family who's always been there for me no matter how spoiled I may be. I know I don't deserve all of these but I am grateful for all the things I have right now. I may not be completely happy when it comes to my love life but I guess I don't need that right now. I know you'll give me the best... in time. I won't be impatient, I just need to appreciate what I have and be contented and make the most out of it. Thank you as well for the strength that you've given me. I may be asking for more for the next remaining days of the year but I might as well get over what I'm feeling right now and make a brand new start next year :) So much to say... But thank you for everything. I have learned a lot this year. 

My younger version :)

 Through the years... 

My 1st schooling experience :) My Mom would always, always, let me wear this huge black and white head band, which is the only color allowed in the school. I love going to this playroom, which is non-existent anymore, they improved the pre-school part in SPCP. If I remember it right, I would sneak to go up that second story mini house and never make it, because my teacher, Teacher Lucy, always catches me. Too bad. Funny though, until I graduated high school in this school, Teacher Lucy is still "Ms. Lucy Laluyan". Wonder if she ever got married? 

Told ya! Still sporting that huge head band, bigger than my head and makes my head look bigger. Same spot! Same classmates. When I was young, I used to part of the smartest classes in school. What happened? 

I remember this day, didn't know that our pictures will be taken. Look how messy my hair looks. 

I'm not even looking at the camera. LOL Before that moment, my friends and I are actually running around because I think that was after lunch. And that's our moment... to play. And play. ADHD-ish :)

Grade 2, still in the best section :) Hanggang jan nalang :P

Skipped to Grade 6, I don't have a scanned version of my class pictures between grade 3 - 5. Plus those were not really of good quality :P I wasn't able to do the McDo sign since the one beside me is big and her arms are so long, look at those. That whole line, I love all of them. Even though we've grown apart. I so have many memories with them :)

And my last year in high school :) What happened to Karilagan's quality? Super edited. I miss my friends here... really. 

I'll get there, soon.

It's more than 3 weeks now and because of too much drama and pain I guess I just never had the courage to let it all out. Honestly, I'm still not okay. I just have to endure whatever this is that I'm feeling now. I'm happy that I can eat now, I can sleep without nightmares (except for the constant dreams about him) which, kinda suck. :| And yes, I'm flooded with school stuff, papers and dilemmas in practicum, I'm thankful for that! That's exactly what I need so I won't dwell on the things that hurt me...